Dating.


So…I have a date tomorrow night. This is a big, big deal. I’ve been single now for several years, and I’m at the age where I just figured this was the way things were going to stay. But then I got a wild hair and joined Match.com, and…

Here’s the thing. I’ve already told him I’m in recovery. He sort of is, too. He doesn’t drink. But I’ve got a LOT more crap than that in my closet! How about having a mental illness? When do I spring that one on him? How about having a mental illness which is so debilitating, at times, that I can’t work, take a shower, or even get out of bed? Not exactly a selling point!

Also, I’ve only been single in recovery. How do you do recovery if sharing your life with another? From what I’ve read on this site–well, let’s just say you guys have scared the crap out of me! It seems very complicated to say the least!

Of course, I’ve only e-mailed and chatted on the phone with this guy. Perhaps I’m not staying in the moment here? Hmmm… Perhaps. Well, give me a break. I’m an alcoholic!

Send this fearful, self-conscious, overly sensitive, mentally ill, alcoholic some good vibes tomorrow night!

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  1. alix

    How did it go?

  2. Mama MPJ

    I’m behind on reading, but I wanted to say that I hope all went well! I think you’re brave for taking that step and looking to meet someone new.

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